Early on in my Lyme illness, I began having very clear spiritual interventions in the form of songs, dreams, auditory messages of hope, visions of helpful herbs and supplements and most significant, and carried out by my mother…. automatic angel writings. These messages served to console and guide me through what felt like a never-ending expanse of physical pain, mental confusion, complete immobility, near blindness, and fear of death or even worse, a fear of not healing and being stuck in this state permanently.
I truly have had the blessing of an inspiring mother who has a special gift of channeling angels through hand written messages. She began receiving these messages for family, friends and for herself when she was in her forties and struggling with anxiety and depression. I received two or three personal messages when I was in my twenties and thirties from her angel messengers. The messages were life changing and I was in awe of my mother.
She takes little credit for her gift and for years, downplayed her significance as a receiver of these profound writings. The writings always contain information about the current state of our whole being. They give information that only we as individuals fully understand, offering gentle advice and messages of hope and comfort. The angels seem to know me better than I know myself, and are always there when I call on them.
I learned to listen for their signs and symbols, and I learned how to recognize numerical sequences as messages from them, based on publications by angel expert and author, Doreen Virtue. I would relish a new writing from them via my mom and each new writing would pull me through the pain of the next several weeks and give me hope and a desire to keep fighting. I love my angels with all my heart and feel amazingly blessed and in awe of their steadfast love and support every minute of the day. I owe them everything.
I received around thirty writings during my illness that I will be publishing in a book. Until then, please enjoy these writings and know that these messages are here for you to heal and grow. I hope that they bring you comfort and peace on your journey. May you know now, this very minute, that you are surrounded and loved by your eternal guardian angel and guides, and the many devoted angels that are always with you, and who know your heart every minute of every day. Know above all how loved you are, and that you are never, ever alone. -Holly
08/05/15
Dearest Holly
We love you forever
We know of your healing – it penetrates every cell
No need to give a second thought
You try too hard at times
The healing isn’t from you
It is from spirit
Your job is to allow the opening
You are so deserving as a child of God
Accept
Then accept more
Then accept even more
Let go dear one
Time spent healing is not worthless time
It is so useful in more learning – more spirit learning
You are so loved and appreciated for this time spent
Loving kindness flows in and around you from us
Feel us near
Your loving Angels
05/02/16
Dearest Holly
You are Spirit- Spirit is you
The clouds are parting
The illness is leaving
Sometimes it won’t feel that way
Open to the knowing that surely the restoring of health is with you
When you feel you have tried your best know that the universal light is ignited and more and more healing is manifest
It has been a long road and it has an end with the progression of healing
When you feel abandoned know that you are surrounded
Feel the twinkles of wellness then more twinkles- then more light getting brighter and cascading through you
No pushing – time can be your friend
You are on the right path for you
Let it flow and honor your path
Feel the plentiful Christ light
Your angels
6/23/17
Dearest Holly
You are going through a Light Passage
It is so filled with Light and Love
You are surrounded by brilliant Light because
You are so open to this endless light that permeates your every cell
Your cells are being saturated with this swirling healing loving deep and ongoing light
You are healing from inside out
There is only completeness and wholeness
Stay in this flow with no effort
Be the Light and fly with it
It is unavoidable
No thinking just being creates wellness
All other healing use and encompass this intense Light from God
It is God light
Your angels